MYSELF

2007-01-05T07:10:00.000-08:00

HOHOHOHO school was cool. haha i miss school uniform somehow lol. super gr8 esp when i have cynthia with me all the time, she's a copyright of shanjie D: teehee. hearts both.

THURSDAY went j8. took a 53 bus to queensway but we ended up in changi airport =.= ass lah. cynthia said she knows the way and lalalalala =.= both of us fall asleep in the bus lah lol. got ourselves potato chips
and mentoes and went walking ard changi airport in school uniform. HAHA

went bugis with cynthia lim shu min today after school. HOHOHO and we got PLAYBOY! yay we have been wanting that bag for a super duper luper long time D: and now we finally got it! teehee but it looks super weird
yet nice on me. teehee that's self praising LOL it looks super funny
esp when we are carrying the same bag. haha we couldnt stop laughing
lah D: teehee cynthia you're the best lah! had so much fun with her
today. went home today and i scared my maid with the bag. hahahahahaha! and kor went singing as if he's rain =.= lol.

tmr probably going cycling with jamie and cynthia. they cycle and i will most probably be roller blading! AH! it's been a while since i roller blade. pray that i wont fall zzz.

boy, it's too late. now that i made up my mind, nothing's gonna change me. boy, your gone from now on.

2006-12-31T21:55:00.000-08:00

teehee i took this D:

went countdown with softballers and jamie last night. it was the same as last year but this year was much better! the fireworks was great! D: took bus home and i had a good time. ahahaha junxiang alex andre were standing behind us while jamie and myself were sitting D: poor guys, they have to stand for like nearly 1 hour? ( ALEX, IT'S NOT 2 HOURS LAH, WHERE GOT SO LONG =X) but they made us laugh D: teehee, thats what makes the whole outing not bad. oh ya, poor andre went missing. haha D:

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007

2006-12-25T08:08:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE.
worked today, got double pay ^^ haha lol. went out with cynthia and jamie afterwards, catch the movie- night in the museum. erm, not bad lah, quite funny loh. but it's not my type. my type of movies is like death note! haha i'm catching it tmr! yay! so happy, like finally i'm watching it ^^
enjoy viewing photos with ALL MY BEST DARLINGS ; SISTERS! <3>

problems between cynthia and myself finally surfaced. i expected it coming though not that soon. a friendship wouldn't be true if there's no problems. but we settled it fast and made promises ^^ yep, i'm so happy she's so willing to change for my sake! yay cynthia iloveyou haha. don't worry we shall always be that close :D

BUDS, YOU GUYS ROCK MY LIFE ! ((((((((;

2006-12-22T19:16:00.000-08:00

went to work and work and work. went home with cynthia and was really hyper! haha crapped with her non-stop and she kept laughing and laughing non-stop. teehee my jokes are funny ^^ but there were some silence moments but we burst out into laughter afterwards. HOHO i love cynthia! :D sat at void deck to chit chat for awhile. suddenly qisheng appeared out of nowhere with his friends.. haha i was stunned* such a coincidence. bath and i decided to use conditioner for once. but the effects is nothing although it's really smooth and straight at the beginning. pissed with those messages again. but he cheered me up again! HOHO he called and i just kept laughing and laughing. he's so cute ytd night :D he wants me to say a sweet good night to him (: shimin called, confirmed and i went to bed :D thanks for making my day once again pal! ^^

2006-12-21T20:03:00.000-08:00

really had a good night ytd! :D ooh i'm lovin' it! shimin came over and her hair is freaking straight! haha stunned* hehehe. she was urgent ahah so came up to use the toilet. hahaa stayed for awhile til 12.00 and she head home. i called him later. plus it's been days since we last contact lah. he seems happy with his life and i'm happy for him that he has finally found a job. haha i bet working everyday will make your life seems busy. haha so he won't think so much le. hahah. my best pal! ^^ promised that we will contact hur ^^ thanks for making my day pal.

2006-12-20T22:48:00.000-08:00

Instructions: name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. don't read the questions below before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.
1. cynthia
2. lianne
3. shanjie
4. shilka
5. shimin
6. chyening
7. alexchiam
8. alexho
9. qisheng
10. karwee
11. marcus
12. andrew
13. kusnul
14. vincent
15. wendy
16. jamie
17. daphne
18. km
19. kc
20. miss xu

How did you meet 14? VINCENT- HAHA THROUGH A BASKETBALL MATCH???

What do you do if you never ever meet 1? CYNTHIA- I WILL REGRET FOR LIFE! <3>

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?QiSheng + MISSXU- HAHA IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN, QISHENG SEE HER NOT HAPPY. HAHAHAHAHA

Did you ever like 19? KC- OOPS HAHA, NAH ;)

Would 6 and 1 make a good couple? CHYENING + CYNTHIA- LOL.

Describe 3. SHANJIE- OH MY DARLINK! HAHAHAHA SHE'S PRETTY, STEADY, AND SHE'S THE BEST OF THE BEST! <3

Do you think 8 is attractive? ALEXHO- HHAHA HE'S NOT ATTRACTIVE BUT HE'S NOT BAD LOOKING (;

Say smt abt 7. ALEXCHIAM- HE'S ABLE TO WITHSTAND THE REMARKS, THAT'S WHAT I ADMIRE ABOUT HIM ^^

Do you know any of 12's family members? ANDREW- HAHAHAHAHA OF COURSE! I KNOW HIS WHOLE FAMILY! LOL what a
coincidence ;D

What's 18's favourite? KM- I KNOW I KNOW! FOOOOOOOOD! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? MARCUS- OOPS HAHAHAHAHAHA IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN ^^

What language does 15 speak? WENDY- CHINESE! OH I MISS HER :(

How old is 16 now? JAMIE- SAME AS ME~

WHen was the last time you talked to 13? KUSNUL- HAHA A SECOND AGO?

Who's 2's favourite band/singer? LIANNE- OH MY, SHE HAVE LOTS.

Would you date 4? SHILKA- YES I WILL, SHE'S ALWAYS THE ONE
WHO LEND ME HER SHOULDER, NOT TO CRY, BUT TO SLEEP! (:

Would you date 14? VINCENT- OH HE HAS HIS ONE AND ONLY ALREADY. HAHA

Is 5 single? SHIMIN- YEP! I WON'T LET HER BE ATTACHED! HAHAHAHAHAHA =P

What is 10's last name? KARWEE- I DON'T KNOW???

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 17? DAPHNE- LOL.

What school does 3 go to? SHANJIE- I WAS CURSING AND SWEARING WHY CAN'T SHE GET INTO THE SAME SCHOOL AS ME :((((

been really busy these few days. couldn't get a chance to online and blog. when i finally had the chance to, blogger's down. lol. oh and i really love this quiz! haha it's so fun esp when conincidence happens. life's been really great these few days except for monday. i nearly screamed at a person, I'M REALLY PISSED while he sets fire on me. haha. been seeing cynthia everyday for a whole week. oh my, i starting to love her even more than i do <3>

2006-12-15T03:57:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY-
cynthia came over my house and we studied! haha and we did it! for 10 math questions. haha i gave up first lol. i was really lazy, i can't sit and study for hours, i will die lah. so i began having chips in my mouth and she's still studying. lala she gave up soon. AND WE SLACKED! hehe. we lay on the bed and began chatting for hours. kool. i like the feeling of girlfriends chatting over a thousand stuffs. it really feels good when you know there's someone there to share secrets with you ;) thanks cynthia, you made my day <3>
FRIDAY
was feeling really sorry to dear last night. sorry, i didn't go for the match. so i went out with cynthia today ^^ wanted to go shop but went to walk instead. haha but i bought myself something and we got ourselves the same pair of earrings ;) planned to wear it when sch reopen.

on the ride home :D

MUACKS! (;

came back and sent her to jj. i made my way home alone. HOHO sometimes it really feels good walking back home at a slow pace, having music flowing through your ears. how i wish i could just walk down forever. haha~ lol. i reached home real fast, bathed and i fall asleep. now, how i wish i could just sleep forever.. HAHA LOL woke up and receive dear's call ^^ chatted for awhile and i'm online right now. meeting cynthia later soon, probably meeting shimin after that. KOOL BUDS. :D

that's the life i wanted all along. all about buds. i'm happy with my life right now and i need no guys in my life ;)

saturday's trip to sentosa is cancelled. argh. i was looking forward to have hell fun but it turn out this way. crapp. was messaging with qisheng and we talked about saturday.. after my trip to the toilet, it's the end. HAHA i was laughing my ass off when i wanted to reply him. i didn't know he knows nothing about it anyway, he's so curious that he actually messaged shimin to ask about it! HAHA. 1 day only ah? hahahahaha so blur lah. lol. sorry people, all thanks to me. teehee. next week okay? make yourself free on that day! ;)

2006-12-13T19:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday wasn't a good day. sighs. met cynthia, angeline, guys and went to vincent's bbq. i was feeling like shyt in the beginning. the bus ride seemed so long for the first time. i felt much better after angeline cynthia and i talked. once we reached, we started playing with cards. HOHO it's pretty bored. i nearly died out of boredom. haha BUT shimin, chyening, wanyee and vincent came yay they saved me. haha vincent joined us playing cheat haha and he's so blur. haha i had a good time laughing my ass off with chyening, esp when junlong smack his palm on joseph's butt. haha i couldn't stop my laughter ((: that's the best part of yesterday. after the game, head for cheers. went back to chalet and it's super boring :( ate a little of bbq stuffs and went home with the girls. met up with kian meng and had supper with him. he didn't had anything, i bet he must be straving. haha. shimin came over and i waited til 12. sent her down at 12 and i finally sent the message. i know it's hurting and i'm sorry. that's all i can say. i don't know how i'm gonna face you in the future but.. that's the way it gonna be from now on. thanks for everything. i hope you can pull yourself together real soon. seeing you being sad doesn't make me feel any better. i hope you understand whatsoever i had done and i know you will understand. I'M SORRY.

sighs.

2006-12-08T06:38:00.000-08:00

give me time, i need to make up my mind.

i'm so bloody confused right now. i just don't know what to do after what happened yesterday. should i or should i not? it's not as easy as you think it is, i have to think about a lot of stuffs before deciding, esp my feelings.
dang it ; fuck it ; i hate this!

2006-12-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

a heart of mixed feelings. are you the one for me?

2006-12-05T19:06:00.000-08:00

my smile. i smile at you cos you're my friend, that's because i know you treat me as your friend. at least i knew it because you told me the time to punch in. i was SHOCKED yet guilty, and i was feeling sweeet. shocked cos you concern about me when you are actually angry with me too. guilty cos i felt wrong, i know i shouldn't treat you the way i did for the previous days. when you're angry, you still concerns about me, that's what touches me, so i decided to smile (((: and that's me, the same old grace :D i didn't know how to face you either during work ytd, esp after reading your post, i didn't makes me feel any better. your post was really harsh, but i guess mine isn't any better. haha at least you didn't scold any vulgar. i apologise for my usage of words in that post ;)))
I DON'T WANT TO BE SOMEONE WHOM YOU JUST KNOW, I DON'T WANT TO BE SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF JUST GRACE AND NOTHING ELSE. I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND, YOUR GOOD FRIEND, LIKE ALWAYS :D
anyway, kath, if you really care for a friend and wants to be together with her always, tell her about it, tell her how you feel. if she's angry with you, ask her why and not sit back and stare, not caring anything. this doesn't solve anything at all. and by saying you don't care, it makes matters worse. i have came across this kind of situation before and that's exactly what happened to me. i said i won't and don't care, and i lost my best friend. initially, i seriously thought i'm strong too and able to live without her, yet i cried, secretly, whining how much i miss her and wants her back. okay, i sound like a les here. haha so to everyone, FRIENDS ARE SUPER IMPORTANT ;)

2006-12-04T20:02:00.000-08:00

well i was in a super good mood writing the previous post just now, but now im in a SO VERY NOT GOOD MOOD after reading her blog. i seriously don't know why i'm feeling this way either. you said i'm treating you unfairly but i don't see how and why i am lah. i have told you the reasons that i'm angry about with you, yet you said i didn't tell you the reasons?!?! hello? miss, i told you okay. we were not angry lah. we were just upset that you did such things. i admit i was hyper angry when i heard you actually badmouthed about me behind my back. i mean, nobody will feel happy when people badmouth them right? ESP WHEN ITS YOUR FREN WHO BADMOUTH. and for god sake, i didn't expect you to be any girl i would want you to be lah. nobody has ever treated you as a fool, a puppet or even a toy. NOBODY HAS EVER PLAYED YOU. NOBODY HAS EVEN COMMAND YOU TO DO WHATSOEVER THING ALL RIGHT. BUT IF THATS WHAT YOU WANT IT TO BE, THATS IT. i had enough too, everything seems to be my fault in the another way round. i just don't know what to do and how to face you anymore. i have nv treated you as an enemy before, either has she. i don't understand why friends could turned to enemies in just few days, and i felt lousy. i hate this.

2006-12-04T19:28:00.000-08:00

ohwells, cynthia's very sick which also means i have to work alone today. i expected it to be a super boring working day but a miracle happened! ha, i learnt desert kiosk today and i think it's super fun though everyone says it's super boring. probably cos its the first day i'm doing it, haha. called shimin and asked her to accompany me and fetch me after work, i wanted accompany. so i really had accompany, haha qisheng, bingshun, karwee, marcus and alex came. HOHO i was shocked lah yet happy. haha because its seriously boring. shuyi and jessalyn came down to mac after their movie and they played uno =.= still small. haha alex suddenly disappered and shimin came later, joined the guys, waiting for me to end work. teehee i told them to wait. haha went home at 9 with them, somehow yesterday's atmostphere was totally different from every other days. ytd was much better! ;) guys went crabbing, i can't go :( other days okay? erm, next wednesday ^^ qisheng and marcus sent shimin home, bingshun and karwee sent me. i loves* softballers! (;

2006-12-03T03:29:00.000-08:00

i woke up at 5 plus am, called cynthia and met her at 6am. thats super early lah. i was super tired. acc justin to do opening. and i love* cynthia. SHE'S SUPER NICE! we had breakfast and start working at 9. working is not bad right now, but i'm always working the same stuffs and that's what makes working super boring. i want to do the burgers but they want me to train counter firrrssst. argh. and i seriously love the kitchen cap lah! it's so much nicer. i'm wearing a kitchen cap in the photos cos i went to exchange with one of my mac friends, haha not for long though. jamie came at 1 then we worked together til 3.30. i love it when she's using the counter right beside me! haha ;) oh god, come to think of it, i'm seriously in love with the both of them lah! ;) my darlings. i'm working tmr too. i want to have fun lah. and i'm missing chalet whereby i can have fun 24 hours. now i'm back to my normal life which i'm either at home or working. sian. what a life. i guess there's nothing much for me to do anyway at this age. i want to go hongkong badly :( oh anyway, i'm meeeting yc on friday and i'm maybe going sentosa on saturday with the softballers. going out means having fun! HOHO i can't wait. hahahhaha i want to bury people in the sand again ;) i'm loving my life though it's boring ;)) i'm off to yoga lesson now, cya ;D

2006-12-01T23:19:00.000-08:00

so i decided not to upload any photos anymore. there are like 300+ photos. haha its a total waste of time lah. but if anyone really wants to see them, you can link to shirley's blog. haha theres three webby to the photos. okay, enough about that. supposed to go out and have dinner with shanjie today but was cancelled. haha because she has no cash and i'm darn lazy when she says she wanted to dance instead. haha faint* i woke up at 10.30, had my breakfast and went back to sleep again. haha due to lack of sleep ;) so i'm stuck at home right now. both cynthia and jamie didn't answer my call, i guess they are working right now. omg i'm so bored lah. i guess its time to start on my holiday homework hur. cya ;)

2006-12-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

i dare say chalet was super duper fun lah! yay! so unlike the previous chalet. this couldn't get any better ;) oh anyways i just heard from qisheng that karwee bingshun and himself feel like going back to the chalet lah. can you imagine how much fun we had? heheh i'm lovin' it. i wanted to stay for the last night but i thought the guys didnt want. however in the end, it turned out to be the guys wanted and thought the girls didnt want. lol haha ;) he's a spoiler. omg i can't help but say this, i hate you. fuck off.
all right. i have only a few photos to upload, the rest will be uploaded in the next post i guess if i'm free.

the always eating ah meng the always talking karwee

the sleeping beauty shilka! ;)

yep, only a few photos. there's 300+ photos lah. plus i had hell fun the last day, at the beach! hoho. haha qisheng wanted to go swim tmr actually, i want to go sentosa! and shimin wants to go wildwild wet. haha so we're gg next weeek instead. i'm gonna call the girls too esp the slping beauty ;) loves* and, i miss jamie and cynthia. haha it's been so long since i last see them :( oh and i learnt desert today at work. haha i hate mosquitos. there's 10 mosquito bites on my leg, it's super itchy and i'm not suppose to scratch it. it's killing me. argh hoho I LOVE CHALET! ;)

2006-11-27T08:59:00.000-08:00

so i went out with darlink shanjie today. like finally? we didn't meet up for nearly 2 months and its killllling me. haha she's suppose to have a camp this week and i'm having a chalet. we decided to meet up in dec. LUCKILY she called me today and we went out. we wanted to just hang ard our estate and we have totally no idea where to go lah. so we met up for lunch and head to our swingswing. haha but we didnt reach in the end. head for safra and we played
this! hahahaha so funny lah. we were sitting on it okay and have hell fun. the whole machine is one-sided lah cos we are too heavy lah. haha i was crazy over acrade for the first time. omg it's been 3 years ever since i step into acrade and we actually went. haha i had fun too. i love playing it lah though its a waste of money obviously. but once in a lifetime doesn't kills ;) wanted to play pool too, to teach her. haha though im also lousy in it. safra's fully booked and we went to semb park in the rain lah. omg we were totally wet. for the rest, im super lazy to blog about it. JUST THAT, I HAD HELL FUN WITH HER! ;) she's the best lah! haha

2006-11-26T09:43:00.000-08:00

life has been always the same as usual, it's either i'm working or i'm at home sleeping. haha seriously, what else can i do.. lol but i'm still shopping as always. went out with shimin on don't know what day it is to town and got myself 2 tops and 1 sweater. satisfied ;) i was suppose to attend a course on that day but we (thepeople) sort of cancel the whole thing by ourselves lah. haha i woke up at 7, got myself prepared and she asked me to go back sleep. haha so funny. i was pissed and happy at that time ; a heart of mixed feelings. pissed because i woke up that early in the morning yet happy because i don't have to go for that course! haha anyway i dread that day coming. so not to waste that day rotting at home and i went shoppping before shimin go for genting. didn't i say i will upload photos? teehee just one is enough (:
anyway it's like 1.40am in the morning right now and i'm so awake, blogging. i slept at 8+ after a heavy meal and woke up at 1. all thanks to shimin. she messaged saying she's back and i woke. omg i was cursing and swearing that time HAHA because i know very well i wouldn't be able to get back to sleep. replied a couple of messages, feeling super reluctant to get out of bed. i wonder what time will i be sleeping later. sighs. on friday, i planned with cynthia to go town too because i wanted to get myself something. met up after her dance and we went. when we reached the mrt, mac called and ask us to work. after much persuading, we agreeed lah. i was super unwilling lah cos i want to get something badly. went home changed and we worked til 11pm. bought happy meal home for supper. haha cos i wanted that strawberry shortcake toy. cynthia got it too haha. and now i regretted getting it. lol it's super ugly haha but it looks really nice inside that packaging. lol this morning i woke up and went for work again. haha after work, went out with jamie to get my shorts. haha then went home and sleeep. i have already made plans for today anyway. haha i want to spend my time with cynthia and jamie. i know they will miss me. hahhahaha lol that's what we always tell each other ; everytime i mean. and they are working so i'm planning to pick them up after work and send cynthia home since we stay like so near ;)) told cynthia about it and she's over the moon. hhahahaa. grace hearts* cynthia and jamie ;D we have reasons to be angry with you ; esp me. btw, there's a problem with the brand of my contact lense solution- complete. i can't use it anymore and mum asked me not to wear contact lense from now on. faint* i secretly got myself another brand of solution. haha she discovered it and even gave me the cash for the solution. oh what a good mummy i have! hahahaha laughs* oh ya, chalet is just the day after tomorrow so i guess i won't be blogging for a couple of days. a few days of fun and joy before i get back to work. all right, i will get packed and off i go for chalet ((((((;

2006-11-22T07:25:00.000-08:00

she sucks big time. argh i'm so pissed today. suppose to head for bugis but went for work last minute instead. sorry girl :) i hearts* you so much lah! hahahaha hopefully she knows i'm talking about her (: oh ya, and for that sucker that idiotic female. yikes, i can't stand her. everything was all right in the beginning lah, just cos she's JEALOUS. wth can't i make friends. argh hypocrite. eeew, i feel like pulling all her hair out that moment. i love jazz. god, she makes me feel good. haha she's always there to comfort me and always able to make me laugh and smile no matter how angry i am ;) just because i'm new does not mean everything is my fault?!?! for goodness sake, and everyone makes mistake lah though i would probably make more than the others. wth i'm dam pissed. when you got scolded, you told the whole world how angry you were and how pathetic you are. yet behind my back you are the one badmouthing people at how lousy they are. @#$&%! just because of a seriously small matter you make it seems as if everything is my fault. i can't stand you any longer. so what if you have like more friends than me over there, i don't give a dam. cos you have a bad reputation already boohoo. end of story. does she knows i'm talking about her? hahahaha i'm super rude in this post btw, but i'm just feeling lousy ;)

2006-11-21T06:04:00.000-08:00

teehee i'm lovin' today! (; went work with cynthia in the morning. supposed to end at 2+ but extend to 4+. chyening and wanyee came and i'm like dam paiseh lah. haha after work me, cynthia and jamie stayed in the storeroom with the lights off. haha very fun! loves* we were screaming like nobody's business inside. haha even the counter peeps could hear our screams (; supposed to cab home with cynthia but met shimin instead (: teehee she came bishan to find me! haha not actually, is she wants to get stuffs. hahaha but she didn't get any and i got something instead! hahaha ;] had pastamania for dinner in replace of sakae. but i preferred sakae of course. teehee went over to northpoint and she got something. haha went home and mum were nagging =/ had fun today! hearts* dear ;] its been ages since we chat lah! teehee ;)))

2006-11-19T22:04:00.001-08:00

i was rotting at home lah. dam bored. so i went to friendster and view all of my testimonials. hahaha there's 118 pages and i almost went crazy looking through all of them (; but i did it haha and it brighten up my day. i get to know time flies and how people change. (; most of the testi has the same few phrases describing about my laughter. haha "your laughter is crazy/horrible/scary." haha i actually smiled when i read through these. one testi from weixin " i love your existence " hehe :D seriously, i'm so disgusted by the very first testi of mine. haha to think of it its actually funny lah esp the one from shanjie, haha its so not like her right now.
and calvin says grace likes to cry and cry and cry and cry. hahahhahaha all right. enough crapp. went down just now to update my bankbook to check my salary. HOHO haha i saw shimindear there and i was just about to reply her message lah. lol so coincidence. ;] okay, i post this out of pure boredom =/ everyone's working today and i can't find people to go out with. sigh. plus i miss darlink lah. whenever i'm free she's not and when she's free i'm not. argh its killing me. but she decided to cancel her work this friday to accompany me! yay HOHO. not only, i miss dear too. she's forever working lah. there's never enough spare time for her to be with me. haha but i'm meeting her tmr after worrrk (; hopefully we can make it. sigh i still have to spend like 4 hours more til night. how boring..

2006-11-19T22:04:00.000-08:00

i was rotting at home lah. dam bored. so i went to friendster and view all of my testimonials. hahaha there's 118 pages and i almost went crazy looking through all of them (; but i did it haha and it brighten up my day. i get to know time flies and how people change. (; most of the testi has the same few phrases describing about my laughter. haha "your laughter is crazy/horrible/scary." " But the most interesting abt her is...her laughter, it can really make u go wild" " i cant stand w/o ur zhao pai larfters.. crazy n LOUD!!" hahahaha i actually smiled when i read through these. one testi from weixin " i love your existence " hehe :D seriously, i'm so disgusted by the very first testi of mine. haha to think of it its actually funny lah esp the one from shanjie, haha its so not like her right now.
and calvin says grace likes to cry and cry and cry and cry. hahahhahaha
all right. enough crapp. went down just now to update my bankbook to check my salary. HOHO haha i saw shimindear there and i was just about to reply her message lah. lol so coincidence. ;] okay, i post this out of pure boredom =/ everyone's working today and i can't find people to go out with. sigh. plus i miss darlink lah. whenever i'm free she's not and when she's free i'm not. argh its killing me. but she decided to cancel her work this friday to accompany me! yay HOHO. not only, i miss dear too. she's forever working lah. there's enough spare time for her to be with me. haha but i'm meeting her tmr after worrrk (; hopefully we can make it. sigh i still have to spend like 4 hours more til night. how boring..

2006-11-18T02:17:00.000-08:00

hehe i'm in a super high mood right now! hahaha for no reason. went to work early in the morning and i'm happy! :] haha to that hehehe in my tag, i guess he/she is angry because i tagged in daphne's blog to ask him to get lost. hahahaha whatever i'm so not gonna care. anyway whenever i say whatever, it reminds me of fark off. haha that's what he taught me lol. haha and i guess he's right. that person came to spam my blog. haha he has got the same thinking as the spammer/loser. i bet that hehehe will get even angier after reading this post. hahaha but i'm not gonna give a damn =P too bad hehe (((: i'm lovin' it. hahahahahahaha

2006-11-16T08:01:00.000-08:00

yay i had a good time at work today! wheee! so funn lah. hehe :D and of course i made new friends, thats why, they entertained me (: jazzy and shuyi. loves <3 its such a miracle. before i go work i was whining how boring work can be yet when i reached home i'm so in love with my work! heheh only the days with my loves ard lah. and i'm actually changing my schedule just to be on the same days with them HOHO and i'm not working weekends anymore yay! hehe i just can't express this high feeling of me right now. cheeros ! :]]]]

my blog is so dead without any photos. i will try to upload some photos real soon all right readers? :]]

2006-11-15T21:27:00.000-08:00

life is so meaningless. i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm so not myself today. feeling super restless ): sighs. watch finished shaman king with my brother yesterday night and it's super nice lah even after watching serveral times HOHO :] it's been like 5 years and shamanking2 is still not yet out BOOHOO i'm waiting (: kathleeen you're so right. i felt so useless suddenly ): sighs. one needs to make friends to entertain themselves. its not as if i don't want to make friends lah. i just have completely nothing to talk to them and i hardly joke with strangers like duh. and i cannot stick wtih kath, jamie and cyn for life during work though that is basically what i wanted lah. hahaha. kath give me time all right? i try my very best to maakkkee friends haha. if not, i will quit and i mean it. it's pretty hard to stay in that kind of situation whereby you can look for nobody for help. sighs. and i'm working later ):

2006-11-14T06:30:00.000-08:00

i have been crying a lot lately ))))): oh my mum went to genting yesterday. and i'm missing her so much right now!!! ): cabbed to bishan to watch step up yesterday with kath and jamie. bishan has somehow became my second home, lol i have been travelling over there for like 5 times per week? lol haha step up is not as nice as i expected it to be though the dance steps were like "whoa" lol. but the storyline is so boring. death note is much better! :] waited for cythnia to end work and we went home together. hehe had so much fun laughing with kath about L holding the phone. walked home with cythnia since we stayed like so near-1blockaway. reached home and the atmostphere is like so different from other days. mummy's not at home ): watched a disc of shaman king with my beloved brother and went to bed while he went to fetch his girl. i can't believe i actually cried myself to bed )))): woke up and went to training which is today. sighs i'm not gonna talk about training. zzz i cried again and i hate myself doing that. embarrassing myself in front of everyone but the tears just cannot be controlled. sigh had a bad time. i so wanted to rush home and hide under my blanket where nobody is watching. fine i know that sounds totally childish ]: went home after trg. some went home and the rest went longjohn. ate and nap for a while. shimin called. she said she didn't bring her wallet with her lol haha i was totally freaked out. so rush down to mrt pass her the money, met kath and went to work. i heard shimin's story about her work and it sounds so pathetic lah. i didn't know her place is like shyt. lol but i know she's strong. and thats my girl. hahaha i sound like a lessy lol [: work isn't any better. i'm getting bored over it already and today is like only my 5th day working? sighs. my eyes were aching due to the cries. my contacts lenses were like hurting me and it felt so dry ]: after work rushed home. saw my brother in the same train with me haha how coincidence. wanted to walk home with him but he's off to fetch his girl again. so i walked home alone it's so boring. how i wish i can hire a bodyguard to accompany me home. hehe i'm such daydreaming :] oh anyway one happy thing about today is my dad actually said goodnight to me! hahaha i'm always the one saying without expecting any respone from him but today is different! ((: yay my mum's coming back tomorrow! i can't wait to see her. hehe huggies<3>

2006-11-11T07:28:00.000-08:00

i had a not very good day today lol. i worked today and it started off super badly. early in the morning, i was wondering it's been a long time since my eyes go red due to contacts. lol and my wish came true. wth i was super pissed with myself. i wore the right contact and it fits perfectly. it's my left eye that always gives me troubles and i hate it. the first time i put it in, it already feels veryvery uncomfortable. i took it out and wash it. i repeat this three times. by the time, my left eye is completely redddd. and it seriously looked disgusting. hahaha. so i had to work with my specs on. btw, i looked super ugly with specs(that doesnt means i look nice in contacts-ugly but not super lol) and i feel super uncomfortable with my specs on. =/ the day started off badly but still i have to smile to those customers :) for the rest of the day, my eye was so tiring ): and i hate work today.

2006-11-09T19:36:00.000-08:00

ohwells. i just remembered that jamie and myself have many coincidences! hahahaha

1. on my second day of work, we met one of the mac workers in the same train entrance lol
2. on the second day of work, we worked and end at the same time.
3. after reaching, both our ezlinkcard left with 0.25 cents. what coincidence lah!
4. both our elder brothers bought the full set of shaman king discs haha.

this is the first time in my life seeing so many coincidences with my friend. haha :))) anyway this is also my first time blogging 3 times a day. haha

2006-11-09T19:29:00.000-08:00

omg. sigh. i really want to go training today :( i didn't know it starts at 9 and i'm happiily waiting for 2pm to come. wth. i'm pretty pissed with myself for not checking the time. because i stayed so neeearr to school and i can even hear the beating sound, i was so anxious and tried to see if there's anyone training in the field. i desperately asked softballers about the time for trg and even messaged shimin lah. til alex told me. sighs. and the chinese guys (alex, junxiang, yongwei) are buying mc for themselves. i'm probably buying too hahahahahaha. and i will be excused for the lessons. sighs.

2006-11-09T18:37:00.000-08:00

i didn't go for the remedials today. hahaha.firstly i was super lazy lah.
i didn't have enough sleep for the whole week because we have remedials at 8 everyday for almost the whole week and i kept sleeping late cos i want to watch shaman king with my brother. haha.(btw, yongwei just started a conversation with me in msn. haha he said " nv go sch ah?" lol it seems like everyone is skipping the remedials ) yay and i won't be alone !hahahahahahah :D secondly, i have not complete the chinese homework. we have to do like 8 exercises within ard3 days? that's totally nuts. i'm seriously starting to hate her ( my chinese teacher ) she's so unreasonable. argh. just talking about her make me mad. whatever. anyway i watched grudge2 with jamie yesterday. it's not as nice, scary as the grudge1. haha it's so fun lah. initially, we were laughing away for no reason and this is suppose to be horror movie. haha anyway, according to her, she doesn't scream at practically anything but she broke the record yesterday. haha in the beginning of the show, i was the one screaming lah. lol and many people seem pretty pissed by my scream and kept looking at my direction whenever i screamed. haha so after 2 screams, i cover by my mouth and prevent myself from screaming hahaha it actually worked ! lol so whenever there's a scary part, i would just vibrate. HAHAHAHA. however for the last part, jamie screamed lah. haha and i was shocked by her scream and i vibrate while my popcourn fly out. hahahahaha. now i understand why would people look in my direction, i guess they were frightened by my scream too. hahaha. and i think i gripped her hand a little too tight with my nails. so srry (((: she accompanied my home after that. so sweet of her :D i hearts jamie! :)))))

2006-11-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

today is the start of my work and i had so much fun !!! ((:

hahaha thank you so much jamie and kathleen ! (: you guys are the best lah ! :D

jamie and kath acc me to work early in the morning. aw, how sweeeeeet ! :D not forgetting cythnia of course ! she taught me counter. hehe and the 4 of us were working at the counters ! hahahahha so fun so fun !! (((: i was so scared operating one counter myself and i keep sticking with both cythnia and jamie, praying that the manager wouldn't ask me to handle a counter myself. hahaha. but cythnia and kath made me do it.. lala and so i handle one counter and i made a fool of myself. lol one customer seems to be pretty annoyed with my service and she spoilt my day =/ lala whatsoever.. i know customers are also in the right. yaya. shitttty.

ohwells. i wanted to wait til they knock off but wasn't abble to. haha once i reached home, i went to bed after my dinner lah. gosh. i was so tired and both my legs were aching like crazy ! =/

anyway, JAMIE IS SUCH A NICE GIRL ! omgomgomg. she's super adorable. hahahha ((: thinking of her, i feel like laughing.. <3

for the first day and i worked for 8 hours +. crappy.

tomorrow's art.. zzz :(

oh anyway, i finished watching full house :D i love the show so much ! although i don't really like the ending lah which is pretty romantic but i preferred them to argue. hahahaha zhi-en looked so adorable when she's fuming! i'm gonna watch it again tmr ! hahahaha before i return the discs.

ALL THE BEST TO SEC4 TAKING THEIR SS AND EMATH PAPERS TMR. :)))

all right. i'm off to bed (((:

2006-11-02T04:30:00.000-08:00

<3 darlink i miss her ):

sighs.sighs.sighs.

you're the only one who wouldn't leave me alone

2006-11-01T05:20:00.000-08:00

sighs. i don't know why but i'm in a lousy mood today ):

7 random facts about me :
I love my family.
I <3 darlink and dear :]
I am death note crazy :DD
I am slow ; outdated.
I am frank person with a attitude problem.
I have imperfections all over me.
My whole body is aching this moment.

7 things that scare me :
rejected.
loneliness.
losing my family and friends.
baby's cries.
ghost ; horror movies.
rumours.
getting bad grades.

there's more :
getting scolded from parents.
my brother to ignore me.
ganma- i'm soo afraid of her and i don't know why.
being injured.

enough is enough (:

7 people/things i fancy :
full house ; death note ; my lovely samsoon
laughing. hahahahahhaha
crapping with softball peeps.
smiles from people :))))) i will have the greatest satisfaction :]
yam paste ;) yum!
being with shanjie ((:
chatting with shimin :))

7 things i say the most :
hahahahahahahahahahhahahaha
do i look like i care?
i don't know
huh..
disgusting ( Er xin )
so preeetty! :]
OMG

7 things i like the most :
gummies ! (((:
Sleeping.
eating.
watching drama series.
roller blading.
being with the one i love :]
heart to pump fast! (: (its been a long time ever since i had such a feeling though. to some, i would probably be seen as a sicko haha )

7 people to do this :
you
you
you
you
you
you
and you.

2006-10-31T04:55:00.000-08:00

i realised many of my friends actually love the movie death note too! (: haha even kath who have not watch the movie and basically only know the rules of it find it nice ! haha lol. hehe. i thought many of them find it boring. boohoo.

anyway, for death note fans.. DEATH NOTE2(THELASTNAME) will be coming out in 29 dec?? yeah according to junxiang. hehe it's a friday and i'm so gonna catch it on the day itself.

sighs. my whole body is aaaaccchhhiing. i have difficulties climbing stairs =/

FULL HOUSE is a dam nice show too ! i'm getting addicted though today is the first day i start watching. i watched 3 discs in a day. each disc took about 70 minutes which also means i spent 3 hours watching the television but it's entertaining. haha. i only figure out that one of the characters is rain when i heard from my friend. okay, i know i'm dam wols lah. people have already watched 2 times and right now i'm only starting to love it.. the girl is red is soo pretty ! (((:

-If the cause of death or the details of the death are impossible in the context of the subject, the subject will simply die of a heart attack. For example, writing down words not known by the subject is impossible.

2006-10-30T02:17:00.000-08:00

today training was good except for the scolding part. =/

i think it's mostly my fault lah. if i had throw that ball instead of tossing it, coach won't flare up and he won't ask us to get out of the field. we will then have a good time training. sighs. how i wish i could turn time back.. i really don't wish coach to be angry with me. i didn't turn up for 3 trainings and i guess he's pretty upset. now i came to train but not in a serious. sighs. plus i'm really grateful that coach let me played first base. hehe. luckily i don't have to be with the rest cos they were given grounders which i suck.

unfortunately, mr goh trained all the sec 3s today. TORTURE! i hate it when he gives us grounders especially ! it totally suck. haha i was given like 20+ grounders?? and mrgoh told me i only caught 3 pathetic balls. lol 3 ! i caught more lah but it wasn't counted because i didn't catch it in the right manner. but i love the fly balls ! hehe.

anyway, i really enjoyed training today ! ((((: seriously, though it's pathetic four. haha but chyening and faridah turned up later part of the training and we played situational. hehe so fun lah ! (((: i gave my word to mr goh that i will turn up for all the other trainings besides the days i'm going overseas. and i'm gonna keep my promise! :D (though i will be tanned) hehe.

shimin, are you happy after reading the previous paragraph? hahaa.

my legs really ache right now, it's shaking. hahaa. i sweat a lot during training, my whole PE t-shirt was completely wet lah. oh i mean perspire.. sweat is for animals. hahaa. i guess it's because i haven't been to training for a long long time.

thumbs up!
it's an enjoyable day. (:

-The human whose name is written in this note shall die.

2006-10-29T00:07:00.000-07:00

i spent the weekends at home. =/

i'm starting to find being at home all the time boring. and it's just the start of the holidays which also means i will have to die of boredom for at least 2 more months. somehow, i wish school to reopen. haha.

i'm getting more and more addicted to anime nowadays. i watched DEATH NOTE- the cartoon version for 2 times !! haha i spent around 3 hours. lol. it's damn nice. the cartoon version is obviously more detailed. actually, the death god dropped the death book out of boredom. lol. fans of death note may watch it at youtube. (: alex and junxiang !! you guys so gonna watch them. heheh anyway, from what i heard from junxiang : DEATH NOTE 2-THE LAST NAME is gonna be out on dec !! hehe i can't wait to watch the second part of it. i had already who to go with and where to watch it. ((: yay!

and.. my brother and i watched shaman king yesterday. haha it's boring. i wonder why was i addicted to it the previous time. my brother is watching it right now. haha anyway, it reminds me of a person, an incident. haha ((:

hahahahaha i'm starting work next week ! yay! i can't believe i'm actually working. hahah lol.. though it's tiring of course, still i can't wait. it's not the pay that counts. it's the fun and joy and experience we shared (:

yum.. i'm eating an apple now. haha it reminds me of death note.
the death god loves apples !! (: haha.

anyway, for people who tags, haha i had put up a tagboard already. haha press the hearts for navigations. the fourth heart i guess.
(-this paragraph is for people like kath and cheryl ! the blur girls! ) haha

there's remedials tomorrow ! yay ! which means i don't have to rot at home or probably rot to death. haha. and there's training tomorrow. i'm probably going if the sun is away. haha i don't want to get tanned ): but i'm not gonna disappoint my dear. haha ((:

oh yeah. mum booked a trip to hongkong on nov i guess! yay! it's gonna be MAI DONG SI CHI DONG SHI ! (BUY AND EAT ) ! (:
hopefully, it doesn't clashes with the softball chalet. though many of them is not going which i predict. i'm still going. i don't want to disappoint my dad.

-the human who uses this note can neither go to hell or heaven.
i kinda took this quote from alex. haha hope you don't mind (:

2006-10-26T09:30:00.000-07:00

today is a no good day for me.
in fact, it's a bad bad bbbbbaaaadddd day. =/

i didn't go school ; i didn't find a need to. i'm really touched when Lianne and Afifah came to my house to hand my stuffs over. thanks people ! (:

went out with people to vivo city. at first its pretty all right, everything is NOT BAD. til we entered the train to habour front. i know by posting this, it won't turn out well from what i heard from alex lah. our friendship may even turn sour and byebye there goes my friends. but i can't be bothered though i bother. whatever. i really really want to write things out before i explode.

it sucks. today suck in fact. ohwells. i guess i'm the only one feeling this way. but who cares. yikes. ya go ahead, saying i'm selfish and whatsoever. but i really can't stand it. i know you guys are so very that close. let me make this clear.. being very close with the opposite sex is no a wrong thing but seriously, you have been extending the limit as friends. or perhaps you guys are more than friends now. alex, never think i'm jealous okay. that's a foolish thinking. you just don't understand what outsiders feel lah. you treat people so differently that you didn't realise that you are hurting them instead. without him, it's totally a different case. argh. i guess i'm not the only person who feels this way. i read your blog, and knew you had a happy day today. like duh (obviously) you didn't even bother about my feelings. thats why i went home without watching that movie. i heard about what happened at the movie and was totally digusted. ah.. i know i will hurt you if you know i'm talking about you. but so sorry, i didn't want to do this. but please, let me speak out and don't be offended.

anyway, i feel super bad posting this. i really don't like it.

however, i'm pleased to received a message and call from you guys. at least that shows you guys care for that little bit of my feelings.

secondly, my brother. yikes! sighs. he's so unreasonable and i simply can't stand it. does all elder brothers on earth made to bully their siblings??? i waited for like 2 hours to use the computer just to type this post out. he claimed that he's doing his project. whatsoever, i waited. but he's actually playing that stupid and idiotic game call DOTA though i use to play. lols. and that stupid game alone took up 2 hours. i tolerated okay. at 10 i reminded him that i WANT TO USE THAT COMPUTER and he said 5 mintues. 5 minutes gone, and i'm chatting on the phone with shanjie and totally forgot about the time. AND HE CONTINUES PLAYING THAT GAME FOR ANOTHER 2 HOURS! !@#$%!@#$% finally i'm able to use the computer now which is nearly 1. he's sleeping away. i'm typing this out in a horrible mood with sleepy eyes :( i really want to sleep i'm so tired. guys out there reading this will be saying " go sleep lah, can blog tmr one what.. " but i really want to post this out if not i will explode in the middle of the morning. =/

thirdly, to a close friend. i don't know if you realise. but i guess we have drifted apart. it's been quite awhile since i hear your voice. plus i'm always the one trying to speak. and you are always giving me the same excuses and i have to find ways to defend myself. i'm not sure if you feel that same way. i'm not sure if i was the one who hurt you in the first place. i don't know..

SIGHS.

luckily, shanjie called me up. if not i will be bored to death. (: thankyou darlink. you always cheer me up whenever i'm down. i don't know how you knew i will be sad that particular day but you never fails to know :]

sighs. this is not a good post. i don't wish to blog this type of post again.

2006-10-20T10:48:00.000-07:00

yay!

I WOKE UP AT 12 AND WENT TO MAKE IC WITH MY MUM. WENT TO BUGIS AND BOUGHT A TOP AND BOTTOM. (yaya and they goes, still got inside outside; up and down; left right ) right.

met with junxiang and alex. we went vivo city and walked walked walked. my legs hurt lah. and we wanted to catch a movie at vivo city but yeah, all the tickets for all timing are selling fast. the place was really packed. we had a tough time deciding where to watch haha. thanks to chengkok! and we went over to bishan and watch. haha i had a good laugh when they are buying food from kathleen while she's working. she's suppose to join us anyway. fillet o fish without fillet? hahahaha lol. junxiang's line. and of course, mc spicy without spicy. HAHAHAHAH and alex went.. " so expensive ah" lols. i had a good time! (:

anyway,

DEATH NOTE

it's a super nice movie!!! i bet they agreed with me too! it's so damn good that i'm going crazy over it. "L" is so cool yet frightening. (: i'm so gonna catch the part 2 of it!

devil in disguise.

anyway, we took a star cruise just now. lol. we climbed a green mountain HAHA and we saw casper ! lol! saw a naked person painted in black paint swinging holding a pole and doing plenty of stunts. we couldn't figure out if it's a girl or guy. we saw sentosa and the sky was really hazy. describing it as if we were in genting and how cold it was. pointing and saying it's the latest deisgn of that chair. saying that lots of shops had not yet open and alex is gonna open them- superdog.

lol these were the plain craps we got.

after movie, they waited for kathleen til she finishes her work while i met my fren and went home (: thank you for accompanying m

tell me you life's been way off linee.

((:

2006-10-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

yay!

DEATH NOTE

2006-10-18T21:38:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU PEOPLE ! ((((:

thanks for the advanced/on the dot/belated wishes. =)
thanks for the presents. :D
thanks for the testimonials. :)
thanks for the birthday cake. =D

thank you chyening and wanyee.
thank you lester.
thank you kathleen.
thank you JIANWEI.
thank you kc.
thank you shannon.
thank you jerren.
thank you ganma.
thank you my beloved parents!
thank you kusnul.
thank you lianne and afifah.
thank you GRACE ! (((:

I CANT BELIVE IT!

2006-10-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD. ((((((((((((:
I CANT BELIEVE IT. :]]]]]]]]]]
IT'S ARD 52 MINS TO THAT DAY I WAITED FOR :D
AND GOD DAMNIT, I'M SO NERVOUS DUE TO DON'T KNOW WHAT REASONS!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
GOODNESS, I CAN'T WAIT. HEHE :D
perhaps it's just not fated for us to be together tmr..
THEN THIS SHIMIN SAY DUNNO LEH!
AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE, THAT REALLY UPSET MY LIVELY SPIRIT! sighs.
I'M HAPPY RIGHT NOW YET SAD.
HOW IRONIC.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M FEELING SAD WHICH IM NOT SUPPOSE TO LAH. BUT IT'S KINDA DISAPPOINTING.
BUT I'M PRETTY EXCITED FOR DON'T KNOW WHAT SURPRISE WEINI IS GIVING ME. HAHA. still very special one! hahahaha i bet she knows what i'm talking about..
plus thankyou for the treats today (:

i wonder who will be the first :D
i'm waiting.. haha!

oh anyway, i'm SO VERY satisfied with my EOY results! hehe i'm really happy about it! it's the best results i ever got for myself this year :D plus, i got myself a shoulder bag as a reward! haha i passed all my subjects! even english! i could not believe it! haha anyway, i need to thank lianne for the results i got. it's cos of her influence that i'm able to study even harder! thanks lianne (:

YAY SOMEHOW I LOVE MY LIFE SO MUCH!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HEHE! (:

how lovely these days could be !

2006-10-14T08:34:00.000-07:00

man i love my cousins! HOHO (:

we went to play pool at safra today. haha i know it sounds weird. i use to hate playing that. but today is a different case!

this is the result for playing so roughly! haha

and. i love josy of course! (:

we booked that vip room and its so much better!!! haha we played for ard 2 hours and i was kinda bored over it til ganma came and brought us food! haha that awakes me ! lols. we had a quick bite and we are off to suntec! :D

my legs are so tired. sighs. i have been exercising my legs for three days and its not a bad way to exercise. i went to gym, walked for 7 hrs ytd and including today. geeeez! my muscles hurt.

i love josy! and i meant it! finally, i found 1 cousin whereby i can LAUGH OUT LOUD with and not any proud ones anymore (: i'm so happy. she's dam cute btw. and she have got beautiful eyes. well, even my brother said so. he thinks her eyes are SO DAM GORGEOUS and i agreeeed!

on the way home.. though it doesn't looks presentable, they are true laughters.

jocelyn. grace. josy.

cold but cool

today is a good day! (:

2006-10-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

haha i went town with darlinkshanjie today ! (:(:

oh i had a bad time just to dress myself. haha lol.

the moment we saw each other we started laughing and i wonder what's actually so funny? haha its funny somehow lols. i feel like laughing now lol. ((:

we went to lots of places. haha we merely had fun lah. firstly, is to hmm. i forgot lols. waitwait.. oh ya town. it took me 5 seconds lol. to wisma and taka to find that shop - ?? ahah i thought forever21 would be a nice shop to shop but it wasn't and i was kinda disappointed :( haha all right we went to mphosis and that's a super gooood shop! haha we tried the clothes there too. i had so much fun in the fitting room darlink! haha that moment, i found back the old us! (((: so happy! :] anyway we planned to buy a whole set of clothes from top to bottom from there! haha thats gonna cost a bomb. haha just a plain looking belt cost 40+ lols. im so gonna get the clothes there as a present for myself hehe :]

thanks to shanjie's frens, we made it to vivo city. HOHO and we met her frens there too. haha aw, it was a disappointment too-shanjie you understand? haha we didn't really shop. we spent most of our time in a single super huge shop. just one okay. and there were like so many other shops, hello? we took so long just to look through one of it. and the feeling is super great! haha i don't know how to discribe it. but we went ard discussing about every particular dress haha. saying how beautiful it will look on us! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL. that's self praising. mind us. it's a disease hehe :] that stupid girl even mistook one of the headbands as beads! and the sales girl was telling her that it was a headband and suddenly we just brust out laughing. HAHA how horrible. you wouldn't want to know how embarrassing it was. haha.

lastly to bugis. aw, my legs hurt by that time. we walked for 6 hrs =/ with my pointed shoe, there are blisters :( but we carried on to bugis. this time ard, i bought 6 pairs of earrings for her and myself. (: pretty satisfied. and she got herself a jean shorts. she's doubly happy. haha

i guess i'm gonna be a tv freak. after exams, i have been watching tv the whole day !

i'm so angry with my tagboard. i can't see anything! geez! dang it! sorry for not replying tags..

CAUTION : NEVER DRINK WATER BEFORE YOU SLEEP or your eyes will be as ugly as mine

thank you shanjie :]
you made my day once again (:
i had a good laugh, thanks to you.

because in you, i saw a reflection of me.

yay no more mugging !

2006-10-12T02:19:00.000-07:00

OVER OVER OVER. you guys should know what i'm talking about hur? haha okay okay (:

art paper was ooookkkkaaayyyy. hahahahah i'm pretty satisfied with the work done. (: anyway, MRS YEO is a kpo teacher. hahahahahahah. she's doubly nice as a teacher which also means i like her <3 ! HAHA MISS YEO is also a kpo student. hehe :]

all right. i'm crapping all the way. zzz.

i promise myself that i will burn fats. somehow i guess i didn't :(
i went to the gym of course. i started riding.......... 2 mins and im tired. LOL i swear its true :((( so sad. but i didn't give up ! i kept riding-at a slower pace this time and i rode til the end. hehe ! (:meanwhile messaging with shimin. haha though she's not beside me, it feels as if. haha and and i know i know, the mother died hor? hahahahahahah

thanks dear! for keeping my company! you're the bbbbeeeessssttt lah! haha :]

i spent an hour at the gym and i left. hhahah so shooorrrttt right.
yah, i couldn't even walk home that moment. my legs are like so woobbbbllllyyy which also means, i'm physically WEAK. lol.

i guess i need to visit the gym as often as possible :(

anyway, i will have a fun day out tmr! hehe with shanjie. i bet photos will be accompanied by my post. hahhaha cya tmr!

and my love for you is blind

2006-10-08T08:28:00.000-07:00

im blogging this out of boredom. haha i couldn't sleep, not that i'm nervous about tomorrow's math paper 2. haha never will i. lols.

all right. though after exams is quite a few days later, i have alraedy been planning what i'm gonna do! HOHO.

thursday- finally, it's the end of ALL PAPERS, including that sickening art! oh wells. shanjie going dental. today is the special day for the both of us- in a bad way though. 1 year had passed, how fast... anyway, i'm heading for the gym alone. haha it's pretty lonely hur, ALONE? lols. it's time to burn those fats of mine after gaining them from the sakae. zzz.

i'm so heavy! goodness. you know how light she is?? she's only 43! OMG. can you believe it? 43 43 43 43 ONLY! i was shocked when i heard this. i'm way too much heavier than her. sighs.

I NEED TO BBBUUUURRRRNNNN FATTTTTTS !!!

friday- i'm skipping school!! HOHO. or is it a marking day? haha i'm not sure. but who cares. i'm skipping school for sure! in fact, shanjie and i are skipping. haha we're going town. hehe it's been a LONG TIME since i shop with her! :] we planned this yesterday. haha she's pretty excited abuot this. haha lols. so am i :] hehe.

-i'm going out with weini.
-i'm going out with shanjie again. off to seoul garden. hehe eat again lols.
-i need to visit the gym more often =/
-i want to drink milo pearl with shimin.
-i want to shop with my brother.
-i want to play candles.
-i'm going for the softball chalet.
-i'm going to hongkong :] to shop and eat!!!

OH GOD. I CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER! (:

you turned away but not to me

SAKAEEEEEEEEEEE SUSHI!

2006-10-06T19:07:00.000-07:00

haha just as i said, we went northpoint to eat sakae sushi! :]

haha it's dam full lah. but we kept eating non-stop. we don't want it to be a wasted trip. i realised after this meal, i don't hate sushi like before! i think they are dam nice for some ONLY. haha i like the taokobaochi! it's the best among all! haha though i only get one plate. i was dam full.......
haha we almost couldn't walk! lols. you see how full can we be? haha but we did lah LOL we walked home from northpoint. haha that's a pretty exercise hur. hehe. we were laughing like crazy on the way home. jsut because of a word 'WEAK' haha dam funny! i wasn't able to laugh as loud as i want :( due to my stupid cough! argh. but i laughed out loud lah. because its dam funny especially shimin's actions. HAHA i feel like laughing
right now. lols.

we took quite a lot of photos, haha crazy ladies :] but i'm jsut uploading a few. it's a pretty waste of time to upload a truckloads of photos. 3 is good enough! :]

the night was pretty wasted :( i wanted to play candles with people. but wanted to watch my favourite show plus it's a last espiode! so i quit my candles session. sighs. i so wanna play candles like a small kiddy :( i guess he's pretty angry with me. i had a little arguement with him ya i guess so.

i was feeling like shyt little onwards after the show. i don't know why. probably cos of the whole moodswing day. making me happy at a time and furious at another :(

so i called shanjie! haha yeah! and i never regret calling her. she always make me happy and comfortable. i could just pour my troubles at her and i spouted some vulgarities too. she's a good listener and i'm not. haha that's what i love about her! :] anyway, sorry for not being able to play candles with you darlinK! :] we gossip for like... 2 hours? til 1am in the morning when she kept repeating that she's going for dinner LATER. lols. haha and yes darlink, you made me feel better once again :]

somehow, having two close girlfriends are enough for oneself to be happy. i can't lose them and i don't need guys in my life :]

2006-10-05T21:10:00.000-07:00

all right. i apologise for that usage of words just now. i'm damn pissed. sighs. argh. sighs. argh. sighs. argh. nobody can describe this bloody feeling of mine now. it's a mixture of hatred with disappointment :(
sorry cat. (: hopefully you don't mind.

today is suppose to be a GOOD day.

all right. let's just allow bygones to be bygones... though its only a minute ago..

all right. change of topic..
today started off really badly :( my chemistry paper was like shhyt! i'm talking about real shyt okay! i don't know how to do practically all the questions besides the mcq of course :( i think i'm gonna flunk that paper.

there are many other reasons for grace to be pissed as well....

my brother is an irritating ass! goodness me. he's like super glue; those superduper sticky type. crapp. he followed me almost everywhere i go. even when i want to change okay. he kept saying "dun worry i wont look" argh. that really pissed me off too! now, he's sleeping in my room and i sneak out to use the comp.

lastly, cos of that webby incident. sorry cat ((:

anyway i'm having mood swings lately. hahaha it's a good thing. because right now i'm so happy! haha because of my dearest coach of course (:
shimin told him that we are gg for sakae sushi later and he said he wanted to join us!! ahahahahha so funny! i asked him to treat us and he said tan koo koo. hahah so cute right! I LOVE COACH! YAY! :D

he brighten up my day! :)

i bet later part of the day will be a better one (((:
i'm going sakae sushi later and to play candles! haha lame right!(((:
anyway, it's lantern festival today! :D

without you, my heart is gonna be incomplete.

where i'm going is anybody's guess

2006-10-03T23:15:00.000-07:00

IM SO HAPPPPPPPY IM SO GLAD THAT I LOVE YOU!
hahahahaha lols. all right, i should say i'm really happy! you know why? cos the month of my birthday arrived!! haha ITS THE MONTH OF OCTOBER! (((: yay! haha it's arriving in 14 days- according to what yongcong said (: he still remember my bday! so sweet so sweet! hahah :D

just by remembering people's birthday will make the person so happy. haha people like me lols. from now on, i will start memorising everyone's birthday.. this way everyone will feel happy! they happy grace also happy! hahaa ((:

speaking of yongcong.. its quite remorseful.. i use to be soo very close with him in the past- LAST YEAR. i even sent him a birthday card which i think its nice lah haha because i put in lot of effort (: plusplus the card is still together with him!! haha so sweet! ((: he's a super nice guy btw. i'm suppose to celebrate his birthday with him last year. unfortunately, i made a HUGE mistake and couldnt.

SPEAKING OF THAT I FELT SO REMORSEFUL! IT'S THE ONE AND ONLY THING I EVER REGRET DOING IN MY WHOLE LIFE! plus yongcong reminded me of this stupid incident. i nearly forgot about what happened on his birthday the previous year til he talked about it.. :(

anyway HE'S BIRTHDAY IS 8 DAYS FROM NOW- 12-10-2006 ! (:
im so gonna get him a present if im free! :)

today was the first day of the main examination! math paper 1 and social studies. both papers were ok-ok. i had a good time writing the sbq of ss. haha i memorised for a long time okay. even when im sleeping i could dream about the words LOL kdding haha. ((: very satisfied with the ss paper. regarding math is also ok-ok. but i guess i wont be scoring well for that paper though i really wish to score!!!! :( lets wait til the results are out and how disappointed will i be...

tomorrow is history. damnit. i meant i have to start memorising notes again. what the hell. it's dam tiring but i know if i want to do well i have to study hard and so im going to start memorising everything. sighs.

i can't wait for the day to come :D

goodbye. in peace.

2006-09-29T21:56:00.000-07:00

another peaceful soul has been taken away.
MY GRANDPA.
he passed away yesterday night at 1.20pm not exactly.
sighs.
i didn't get to know the news til today morning.

yesterday night..
around 10+the phone rang. usually, nobody calls home after 10pm. this phone call is a special one. i was stunned by the call while im already in bed. i woke up and stared at my maid while she did the same thing. we went out and my mum said grandpa is in a critical condition right now. i went back to bed. obviously i wasnt able to sleep right. like duh.. so i accompany my brother while he's playing MAPLESTORY. crapp. he was attacking the monsters; i was staring at the screen while both of our minds went blank... he was telling me that he was just fighting aimlessly. and i was just staring in space. waiting for another phone call...

i stayed til 12+ and went back to bed. 1am the phone finally rang, many times this time round. bringing the bad news. he's gone. i didnt know anything cos i was sleeping like a bloody pig. my parents went to the hos but was too late. my mum came home crying away..

sighs.

i'm glad you know me inside out my dear ((:

2006-09-28T22:19:00.001-07:00

finally the language papers are over!!
yappie! haha

anyway, i love this year chinese paper!
haha its cos of the 1st comprehension!
the passage was talking about people who are frank and straightforward.
haha oh anyway i'm one.
lol i agree what the passage wrote.
you will be able to make friends easily.
however you will also be able to lose friends cos of your frank words which will hurt them deeply without you knowing.

and that totally describes me!
haha oh perhaps thats only what i think lah.
i believe i hurt many others by my usage of words.
the most obvious one i'm referring to is of course kc.
haha i always speak without thinking.
so don't blame me if i said anything wrong. haha :]

i'm going to visit my grandpa later.
my mum said he will be disappearing from earth within these few days.
sighs. another soul will be taken away from me once again.
seeing him suffering in this manner,
somehow everyone wishes he will go faster,
to stop the suffering,
to end the pain.

i'm want to go out with shimin dear tonight!!
haha i want to spend another friday night happily chatting away :]
how i wish today is the last paper. haha
that's cos i have A LOT of things to do during the holidays.
A LOT of places to go during the holidays. -this line is shimin's anyway (:

and yes, i just realised yesterday that the person who actually know me that very well is suppose to be shimin.
haha she know me inside out for your information.
she can read my mind.
she know what i will do and what i will not.
she know what type of guy i like even though i insist its not.
shesmyeverything.
haha i know she will jump for joy when she read this post.
but whether she will get to read this post will have to let fate decide.
somehow i would want her to read this ((:

anyway do you guys know why i said all these.
cos...
we were messaging last night.
thats before i tell anyone about me having this blog.
which also means nobody know the webby of my blog.
she was describing me as a happy-go-lucky girl.
for goodness sake, i wonder how she know it, or perhaps its all coincidence. i don't know.
but she said it.
and i told her that I LOVE HER!
haha. she was happy of course. right dear? ((:

i love today! i love yesterday! yay! :]

BACKY!! ((:

2006-09-28T05:21:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK.
hoho. surprise? haha lols.
i deleted my previous blog to stop myself from blogging.
exams were nearing; that's why.
totally regreted doing that!
cos i wasn't able to use the old webby(purplish-grace.blogspot.com) :(
so i created this happy-go-lucky one. HAHA.

today was the english paper -advanced examination.
i screwed my summary!
i didn't have enough time to complete it.
in it, there were tons of rubbish..
as the minute passed, i was busy cancelling all the unneccessary information. haha
i wrote a total of 180++ when the word limit is below 150. LOL

tomorrow's chinese paper.
of all papers, this is the one i detest most.
i wonder why.. i use to love chinese that much. now i hate it that much :(
probably cos i can't score well anymore.
unlike the paper in primary school, we were able to learn and score well.

this time round, we have to recongnise those chim words.
i HATE chinese.

i'm actually yarking away when nobody is reading this blog of mine.
haha i had not tell anyone about this webby yet.
not so soon.

do you guys agree that the girl in the photo above with the sunflower is beautiful??? hahaha i think she is!
if anyone happens to read this post, tell me your opinion!
you will be the one i notice from then on!
hahaha